IT’S A SIMPLE LIFE

Miss hy alot... I managed to chat with her on the phone yesterday. It have been quite long while since I have ever meet her. Yesterday, she have told me that she wasnt doing well in her course and she was actually quite upset abt it. She even told me that her dad ask her to quit school so as to help in her father business. And hopefully she will get to admit to other course next year. Initially, I wasnt doing very well in my course too. It was simply too stress for me. Dozen of lab reports for me to do. Moreover, it have juz recover from my sickness. It took me one year plus to recover.. Too long le. My mum start to get worried for me as I sleep very late everday at home. I was really stress of doing my lab report daily. My workload was simply overloaded. Who say that poly life slack? Ever since I came to this course, there was dozen of things for me to do. I know that i just want to do my best for every project and lab report. And I have to admit that I was rather fussy in terms of completing my work. Perhaps, this was the reason that my friend said that I am a perfectionist. I will spend lots of time in terms of doing my reports. And my health was also not very good that time. Thus, my mum have asked me whether I want to quit school or what. But given my strong personality. I wont give up on things easily. I have chosen this course because I strongly believe that I have a passion or certain liking for it. So even how hard it was, I am going to be strong. So I keep telling myself to jiayou. I believe that I can do it. I have told my god sis about all this. And after hearding more about my story, I manage to convience her not to give up. It's the goal that we have that change our thinking. Never underestimate a person willpower. Remember that we simply can't love the things that we do. No matter what, just hang on to it. So she told me that she will continue to purse her studies and do her best. Hope that her GPA will be higher in next sememster!! Haha. I felt so happy after chatting with her for hours in the phone. Coz she even told me that I m a good encourager to her. =.= Jia you ba!!! I believe u have the ability to overcome all obstacles in your life. Haha. I have written so much abt her. All the best and good luck for her future endeavour. Well, tdy was also quite a long day to me. I was taking care of my sister since morning to now!! She was actually quite sick. Yesterday, she went to see the doctor again. Took 2 day of MC. It's the same doctor that my bro went to see few days ago. The doct said that her condition are even worst than my bro few days ago. No choice. She and my bro got asthma. It was not something to be taken ligtly. So I was taking care of my sis at home tdy. Cook the early lunch for her first. Coz she need to rush to school for exam at 12 plus. Actually, she have MC for tdy. But she was afraid that if there was no retest for her, her final exam weightage will be 90 %. Heavy weightage, right? of course, I still served the food in front of her for her to eat lo. After that, I help her pack all her things before she go to school. Help her put so many things in her bag. Then, i even help her to wash the bowl and plate that she used. Sound like a maid for her the whole day right? Haha. But I was quite angry when my mum reach home. Do you know why? coz she said that i NEVER take care of my sis. Well, she juz saw the jacket that was left on the chair. She asked me why my sis nv bring her jacket. She muz have forgotten to take it. It was not my fault lo. I wanted to put the jacket in her bag de. She told me she will put it herself later and ask me to place it on the chair first. So i followed her instrution. But in the end she still forgot to bring it. haiz.. so forgotful. Forget about it. Hope that my sis will be alright tdy. And wish her good luck for her math test. Hope that she will do well even though she have just take that kind of drowny strong medicine given by the doctor!!

~Forever loved by mIn

~min N
Thursday, September 21, 2006